YOU are gone

All i could give you was pain,
Your love to me was in utter vain,
I know i was not a bairn.
Being with you, smile and happiness was always at gain,
After you left me, my tears camouflaged with rain,
All i communicated was jus a lain,
You are no more in my life,
I will miss you until my last breath
you, in my heart have become a cairn.